Not feeling good about going to sleep so happy and confident last night and in the means of a few hours I feel completely different laying my head on the pillow tonight. Not feeling good knowing that it’s one person who can change me this way. Not feeling good that he leaves traces of the torture I felt when I was with you. Not feeling good about this. Not at all and for once in my life I know people don’t care to hear me tell them what I don’t feel good about.
My first stab at starting on my embroidery project for next year! The last few months have been so packed and crazy but finally had some time to myself and I watched Supernatural for a few hours and then started this initial piece! File under “Things I wish I had said but didn’t”
I’m done with saying fuck it. Fuck it with fuck it. I want to act like i care like I used to and like I always have.